Going to Get Sick

Feeling weird/heaty this morning, so already eaten canned "guo lin guo" this morning. But by afternoon flu coming non-stop. So, on the way back from work, I dropped by local herb store and bought this "sheshecao" pellet and some flu medicine (super strong, drowsy type).

This is very easy to mix. If you prefer cold one, put a bit hot water to liquidify the pellet, then add water and ice. Since I already have my pineapple juice, I only have a warm version today. In my younger days, I used to just make a jug....and drink drink drink...with lotsa ice! The weird thing is, its price never increase since 15 yrs ago :) I bought this at 6.50, while some supermarket might sell 7.99, so check your price. 

It was weird that I gotten sick. I means didn't he just did? Why me? I know we had a lots in common but this is just too weird, of course he never knew cuz I could read his blog, while no one know about mine. In the herb shop, I also buy this "tan ngan lou" herb tea lah! Why? Because he mentioned he did drank that before, so well......sort of wanna know what is the taste. What did he tasted before...sound like a psyco right?

Yesterday, before I went to bed, I did online a while and ops...he is there....online but since he didn't add me chat, I didn't kacau him too. What am I thinking? yeah..I know....this person u have been daydreaming daily, and he is finally online, and u are too finally same hours...yeah at 2am....but what did u do? U just stare at his lighted nick...just like that! I seriously think i am outta my mind.....should say hi or ask him about his recovery right....yeah....no....maybe he is bz with some1....maybe he don't wanna talk to u...yeah....that too....maybe he just back from dating, and wanna chat with his date so soon already....yeah....that too....omg! These scanario playing in my mind for that 10min while I stared at his nick. Did you forgot he still recovering from his sickness? Then how can he go on date? I am like this, when I scared, I will create many reasons to give myself reason to support what I am afraid to do. Just created many made-believe scenarios to worsen my own life. Typical cancerian, or typical cancerian ram only..sigh!

I promised myself to log out after that...and I did. Curled up in my bed afterward....feeling down....wishing I could at least say hi....at least maybe ask about his health...argggggggggggggggg...i hate all these. Why I am such a scary cat? All my life, could I maybe take initiative for the 1st time, for this once! Maybe, u two not meant to be....maybe he is not destined to know who i am, what this little crab truly is.   

 

Pineapple Juice

Bought a few pineapple at Tesco  few days ago for 99cents each! Although not feeling too well, but gotta juice it now or it will rot 2molo (too experienced by now :) ). The top part sort of blacken, while the thorny area started to go yelllow. When this happen, the next day it will turn all yellow while the blacken tip will be mushy.

 So, I cut all four, on the floor. Newspaper comes in handy at time like this. Everything ready in less than 5min.

Wash abit and proceed to my juicer. A lot of people don't buy pinepaple for juicing purpose, thinking the works and the cutting part also scared them off. Contrary to popular belief that you should trim the fruit like fruit stall (it take additional 10min for me per unit to trim the thorn out, so kinda time consuming), you could just juice it like the picture above as most good quality modern juicer has the technology to sieve out the solid part (super mesh/micron mesh,etc). My fresh juice in less than 15min.....well for the production of 1.5jug of juice!

Although I don't have to complain as the less people like to juice pineapple, the better it is for me as no one race with me during any store's pineapple promotion kekekkekeke! I could leisurely take my time to choose even when it's selling 99cents each, while other promotion area was over-crowded with peoples. Example? On the same day, Tesco's is selling fresh whole chicken for 3.99/kg, I choosen 2 and the queue to weighed/cut the chicken is like 15pax long and counting. I lost interest and proceed buying the frozen dory fish instead (well, the fresh one is like min 30% more expensive than the wholesale wet market near my place, so there).

Talk a bit about the drink above, refeshing and naturally sweet already...mmmmm....what a life! :)

Ops...now to clean up the juicer machine...:O Truly wish I am at my mum's place now shouting.....kakak...kakak...cuci ya! That is why I never bake again since I moved here, cuz too much items to wash and I don't have a kakak here to help me clean-up :P

Before I forgot, pineapple juice is very nutritious and also good for our skin. Do googled it....I m too lazy to give lecture on bromelain enzymatic activities again! Doing that a lot to encourage my pimpled friends to drink-up in the past.    

Threading at Bangsar

Finally tried out the infamous threading service of Bangsar! Each part area on the face cost only RM5 (say eye brows/upper lips,etc)! It's not as painful as most ppl mentioned, but it felt like sharp razor cutting into skin when they reach area on my brow which I'd never pluck before. The "after" redness is not too prominent, but certain customers brings on large sunglasses (to cover up right after threading). Maybe I would bring my pair in the next visit. The result is here, though a bit too thin for my liking, but its clean lines are superb. I am so afraid they might accidently thread-on my lashes...haha...such a scary cat!

Even though I could not see the differences in the pic, but the threader did not produce a balanced brow on both sides. I still have to do some trimming to balance both brow. For those interested, the shop is next to Ambank (better parked in BV1 like me, and walked right out in middle section door).


Right after I stepped into the shop, it suddenly started to rained so heavily. But by the time I am done, it tamed down to drizzle :) If it didn't rained, I might walk up along the road to another shop to have my 1st Brazillian wax :O Well, maybe it's fated for me not having it. Well, out of sight, outta mind.....since I already having the threading done. Maybe the next chance is when I am due for another thread session. So, if it doesn't rains on next session, then I must got for IT...gambatte ne!

Puppy, Kitten or Bunny?

Puppy, Kitten or Bunny? I come across this cutie when getting some supplies from aquarium store. Stupid N96 not good for pictures......maybe gonna get SE satio for best visual in da future.

3.55pm :Very hungry now, only had one 150g fruity yogurt since awakening! Wanna go out find food but raining heavily.....and its getting heavier...looks like those ppl termed as "long life rain"....so no luck. However, there are leftover cake (in frozen dept) from CNY.....well...look ok...but very hard, no choice gonna munch on it.

Looks at the ice flakes....it actually felt like no-taste corn flakes in between the sweet dough. I wonder if those survivors who have to eat frozen human flesh in the artic does have similar experiences (u know, the frozen water molecules in between layers of our flesh). Ok, that is a bit disgusting, considering I am eating now :P


Today, just finished sorting 1st box of documents. What documents? Invoices, bills, C&D notes, etc for 2009 audit. Well, wasn't that supposed to be done throughout 2009? Yes, that is the job for a full time account clerk, but we don't have any..sigh! Then what did i do for 2009? Doing sales, visiting/supervising/working on project site, handling monthly bills & payment, payroll for 25 staffs, finalising previous years account for taxation purpose, etc. Weird jobs list right? I am ok, since i a multi-talented and multi-tasker :x not shy at all..hehehe! I am like that all my life, like during big examination in secondary school, i could listen to walkman (yeah my era) while eyes reading at laser speed across the data on books. All these while my mouth either munching on something or singing along to the song I m listening to. Everyone in my family scolded me for not concentrating, to which I shut them all up by bringing back all As (and that era is not like the A u seen nowadays as even my little bro could get a pass on his BM even though his level is not even Form 1). Wonder truly what happen to our education system..sigh!

What i a trying to say is, these is ok for me to handle but after almost 9-10yrs I am getting really bored already. Whenever me getting bored is not a good sign as things could turn 180degree from there on for me. There seems to be an on or off function logic inside of me. When i am on...it could be on indefinitely, but when it went off.....there is no way u could turn it back on. This is not a good traits, as human must keep everything in moderation. I am preparing my little brother to take over my job, so in the coming future I could be free from this routine. But then, what shall i do? Yeah.....starting my aqua business, starting a family, preparing to go around the world before dying...well that should be fine. Beside, i only got like another 30-40yrs to live (if i am lucky la)..haha but every sifu calculated I got long life :P

Rains stopped! But I am already full from the super super sweet cake...yuck! I am a salt person, that is why I only like to bake cheese cake (during its "on" time, my relatives and bf urges me to open cake shop as they claimed mine is better than Secret R....and I do agree :P)....could not stand truly super sweet thing! Better start keying in the data now!

Strangers

Today, late to work as usual hahahaha! Having a big lunch today, but could not finish the big and juicy bbq chicken (drum&thigh) cuz kinda sick of chicken nowadays. Been having it like daily, for Rocky sake (doc say beef causes his allergic reaction, so only could get chickie, pork, fish (expensive la). However, finishes today's schedule on time, but my eyes are blurry at the end of the day and I think my headache coming back too (focused too long on the screen give me this problem). Visited bank about 3pm, and this is when strange thing happen. While waiting for the other car to come outta the parking space, an old lady pull her bicycle near my window and smile at me with the kindest eyes. Of course, I flashes my sweetest smile to her in return. Then right after I parked my car, and going to cross the road. A uncle sitting on his van, window down, while waiting for his turn on the road suddenly call out to me "be careful" with  sincere tones. I just looked up at him and smiles again. Seems like nuthin right, why would I make such a fuss here. So irrelevant and uninteresting! But these two old soul made me wanna smile to everyone afterward, like its such a wonder what this little gestures means and made my day seems more happier.


Well, the rest is pretty normal. rained heavily before I left for yoga class. Stuck in jam (due to accident involving 3 cars kinda collided into each other). Thus, I am late again....kinda embarressed! Imagine, whole class started  and u just bang in, making noises, etc. Drop by Jusco afterward to get some fresh veggie...outta stock again! Should definitely drop by Tesco soon as it's cheaper and got much more varieties.


Overcooked again tonight, could not finished and the vege its a bit too salty for Rocky, so go to waste again. Something seriously wrong with me, could yoga decreses one's appetite? Or maybe missing him is the culprit? Hope his sore throat geting better, and bet he meet some sexy gals in bikini during swimming session today. Arrggggg....stop it please, none of your business you know? It's his life, and it's not intersecting with yours ever!Better get some beauty sleep.....tomorrow might go town do business and get some shopping therapy!
   

Pond working again!

Hohooooooohhahhahahaha yahoo! I am done fixing my filter, lighting, mister and design another system to store all non waterproof "equipment" outdoor next to my beloved fiberglass waterfall. Not easy as the position just fit my garden, making it hard to reach power points area. Also, gotto check one by one item to know which thing went kaput. This means everything which i throw away is likely to be in good condition....except the stupid motor for the filter. U see, all this cable got tangled up (by my initial contractor), so to speed things up, i just cut all items which i thought burned already. Damn, I was tricked by another hidden pump connected to the filter by a separate power point! How come the filter (well, a bin like big filter for my pond size) doesn't work on its own? There are another big pump which utilise another cable, which is connected to others items 9such as mister, lighting,etc). So, during my inspection, I only thought one power plug for the filter. Therefore, when everything still not working after testing, so of course i think all malfunction, except the filter.

So, in total now, the whole system utilising 2 big pump, 1 bin filter, 1 mister and 3 lights! Hope my fishy will be happy now, I found out 2 sets of bones inside the cloudy water...so rest in peace big koi! Hmm,, abandoned their home for like 2 months already, and as punishment, my hands all wrinkled up now and with at least 3 surface cuts as most cable hidden within bushes and hard to reach area. And my back, aching badly now....god! Hope this maintainance works will last for at least 2 yrs...sigh!

Clean and feed Rocky with the ever tasty abc soup with lotsa lotsa chicken neck bones (economical and soft due to the wonder fo pressure cooker)! I think if I could keep on with this kinda diet for him for 2 months, I am sure he will gain weight since he is super choosy with his food. Didn't eat the kibble yesterday, so I threatened him if he didn't finish it, he wont get to eat the aromatic soup and its content. U c, with children you could lure with games, cartoon, buy toys,etc. But with Rocky, you could only lure him with food, his favourite food! How inconvenience cuz most of his fav food which is healthy enough must be prepare by me, his faithful slave! This is the payback time for enjoying his first cute 2 yrs, well the joy he bring when he is damn tiny and cuddly :)


Didn't hear from him at all, but this silly girl still daydreaming of him every waking moments. I think it's better to fall for god, as well.....at least you could read his stories everywhere as there are never ending supplies of book about Him. But now, this, a mere mortal, someone I don't even know how his voice sound like, is just fanatism at its worst. Maybe he'd someone in his heart, just like how I keep him in mine. I checked back, his posts before my existence talk about someone who make his heart beats stronger whenever she is online, someone he's never meet, someone he dream of making love with. Maybe that someone already existed before me, and he is playing it safe, going slow, awaiting the day when he would finally meet her. And now, this past week has been their actual dating days, their treasured encounter. Maybe I should wish him luck...from faraway....so he won't have to awaken at wee hours to walk alone in the park to clear his mind. Maybe then, he could be awaken by stress, but having someone laying next to him. Someone he could hugs and kisses, and go back to sleep with a smile on his face. Maybe then, me too, will be contented, knowing this and having smile on my face but with tears rolling down my cheek when i go to sleep