Today's typical working day, my eyes hurt from prolonged staring into pc. Could imagine how much radiation I got daily, just by doing such a harmless act. Today's also noodles day, i ate pan mee for breakfast, wat tan hor for lunch, and finally....nong shim noodles for dinner :P yeah..yeah....everyone will goes like "WTF"/ ruNuts! Well, not my planning, maybe its god's will lol. However, my supper is a big bowl of super nutritious and delicious, just cooked "abc soup" (tomato selling like rm1.59/kg now, miser me :P).
This round is the 2nd pot of abc soup this week! My Rocky (my retriver) also enjoyed it, I mixed the vege fibers&chicken meat with rice and a bit of soup. I just couldn't stop myself from getting into season. Say, garlic is on special, i would also buy lots and start making butter garlic seafood. I would felt happy cuz I got cool deal, well maybe that is women!
back to my title, I am still having terrible back ache now cuz since I reached home from work today, I'd been working non-stop in my garden. Firstly, trim the bonsai-like tree and all creeping vines, sweep and pull weeds until I got 2 big garbage bag of compost (but I do not have compost bin/worm/place/time to convert it into fertiliser). Done with out, now inside garden! Before I could start work, it started to rain really fast and big.Thus gotta giveup and retrive inside my shell to start cooking my soupy and my noodles. Re-watch Bullock's The Proposal, cried again in the end ...sigh...when will i ever grow up!
Now, very happy, entertained and tummy full. So, I proceed to work outside my garden. Clean pond's filter (and this is what made my back aches, while I lift the heavy bin out). I guess when I reach 40s-50s, I could no longer do such chores. Will I have a son to lift it for me then? I always thought I could be young forever, but oh my..the throbbing pain is very very real now still. Why the filter could not cleanse itself? Why such a beautiful landscaping gotta have weeds, and overgrowth bushes which need trimming? Why couldn't it remained where I plotted? Why couldn't everything remained where it should be? Is changes really necessary? Do I need to change my life now?
I'd no idea what had gotten into me. Why I always think about him, some1 i had never meet. Am I getting insane? I felt for him when he's wondering alone in the time I m borned. I wished I could be there to comfort him, but I am must sleeping like a pig while dreaming endlessly. Well, I was born in wee hours, so it supposedly is call dreaming period, so there. I always having dreams. I guess never one day in my life is without dream. All my dreams is not short dream, most is a long story, with many many casts. It's like watching drama in my dream, so I tend to not wanting to get up in the morning due to this reason. Say, the alarm goes off, then I woke up to shut it. Then, if i go back to sleep within 5 mins or so, I will/could continue dreaming the same dream, started where i left it. No wonder even western astrologer deemed me as pyschic and that weird thing/unexplained stuff will most likely happen to me. If I truly have the power, please let the winds tell him to be strong and let the moonshines warm his heart like it does mine. Hope another night, if he has waken up again, the dream will/could lure him back to slumber like it does mine.
