Have you ever being left stranded in the middle of a rope, hanging in between two clift?I think this is exactly what I felt now, being left dried without his love nectar. The past week is much happier, as he would reply my mail like daily and i felt so content. Like a little girl stuck in love, waiting for her daily dose of happiness to arrive.
I knew he is busy, as i am while doing project. But this heart just won't listen to reason when the matter of heart is of concern. This heart bleed in pain, for his negligence to sense the depth of my feeling for him and all the dreams associated with him being shattered badly. Just because he did not reply my mail by 3 days. Wasn't him just a friend? Why should you bother so much? Sometimes, i think i let myself dream too much. If you give yourself too much hope, it bound to set you back and disappoint you in one way or the other. Maybe like what he written before, to avoid madness of youth is the best thing to do. Then maybe I won't be smiling foolishly thinking how blessed I was to have him, to maybe found the Him who's right for me...but at the end ...all is but an empty dreams.
What is it that men want, when they keep telling you how pretty you are to them, and how precious to have a friend like you, but then ignored you for the longest time. This scenario sound too familiar...this is Dragon personnel in action....its their trademark...to torture little lamb like me.
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